Death of Nipsey Hussle

I remember like Yesterday When I was On youtube Scrolling thru some videos And pops up GQ Watching this couple Thinking isn't that New New? New perspective New love Wishing I had that too I remember like Yesterday When I was just like you Trying to figure out What's the better route Who I look up to And When I have doubts Music helps me cope and breakthrough All the pain Trust issues Everything I've been thru 2015 Felt like a dream Moved to LA My niggas put me on Some rapper They called Nipsey Driving past Slauson Avenue Damn near everyday Not knowing it's impact Lord why you do this to me Its so hard for me My reality Just more causalities I'm so fragile see Got PTSD Take a deep breath and just breathe Cause what you meant to me knowing your in a better place than me I'm tired of all the killing Tired of always feeling Like another statistic my skin is just all conflicted Really I'm just addicted pussy money and weed See Wayne told me that years ago and it never left me Yeah I love my people and I love my niggas -that's true But I also know my people need to do better too Institutionalized from the pain it makes revenue All the music and the movies even Instagram too Man it's all on the news But this shit never knew Being black in America man some don't have a clue Nipsey was trying to change perspectives but his past didn't care Wouldn't let him go live his destiny that was prepared Even people I grew up with They look at me different But I bet you every single one of em probably listen They see that I got the vision Ya feel this heat in this kitchen You see I know that it's in you The Marathon will Continue