Let's Pretend Everything's Okay

Alright I'll taste the soup Where's the spoon Aha Valley Boy Let's pretend Let's pretend everything's okay I'm trying to keep it solid tears running down my face Tell me who I gotta call to let you take my place I hope you don't gotta see me fall Hope you don't see me in this state In this state of In this state of agony I just wish you could sit and chat with me This shit happened so fast I ain't even know what was happening My mom was laying by your side I don't even know how she managing My mama Yeah *crying* Mama how you doing Usually I stay solid but I'm ruined Mama what's the meaning of all this it's confusing I be always looking for solutions But I don't got one this time All this shit got me clueless I'll put it in God's hands gotta sit tight I remember sitting with you watching movies You showed me Rambo when I was nine I remember riding in the backseat of that Durango now it's mine You told me boy if you get off your ass and work then you gon' shine Yeah I guess you was right cause there ain't a cloud in sight Yeah I think I see you in the sky yeah Hear the birds singing all night I'ma come kick it with you when it's my time But it ain't my time Gotta be here for my mama man I've never seen her the sad I gotta be here for my grandma too Without you she going mad Sometimes I feel like I don't even want to be a dad Then I remember you told me I'd always be the man Ha yeah Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah I'ma make sure everybody good down here You don't gotta worry I'll see you again someday don't worry about that Can't even keep it together We miss you so much Yeah yeah yeah Aha *Cardinal bird singing* Valley Boy Let's pretend Let's pretend everything's okay I'm trying to keep it solid tears running down my face Tell me who I gotta call to let you take my place I hope you don't gotta see me fall Hope you don't see me in this state In this state of In this state of agony I just wish you could sit and chat with me This shit happened so fast I ain't even know what was happening My mom was laying by your side I don't even know how she managing