Nightmare

I don't wanna gas you up I don't wanna gas you up, cause I've been all up in my head, I told you that I've had enough and there's some shit I won't forget, I tried to meet you in the middle, you just weren't having it, you dropped me off the other side, now how the f*ck can I forgive, I remember all the time, I remember every night that we spent together Yeah, and I don't wanna make it right, the lies will never die, I live in a nightmare, And I can't even fake a smile, Your love got me in denial Fucked up, Fucked up Bad place, Bad taste Got me fucked up, fucked up, got me in a bad place, She always keep me coming back, I guess I got some bad taste, said I'm backstage, trippin' that my whole world's taken away, Behind your masquerade, you were just another dangerous face, So I gaslight and make your fire rage all night, Burn a bitch down from the inside She's a heathen, screaming, fighting for her life, I remember all the times, I remember every night that we spent together, Yeah, and I don't wanna make it right, the lies will never die, I live in a nightmare, and I can't even fake a smile Your love got me in denial, I roam the streets alone, don't follow me home, Wake up, no there ain't no time for dreaming, It's time to fight this feeling, These nightmares are reaching an all time low And now I can't sleep, can't even close my eyes, Don't ever wanna go back to bed, Terrified, wanna run away, but I'm paralyzed, Nowhere to hide, it's not safe at night, might not survive, Don't wanna find you in my dreams, so I gotta stay awake I remember all the time, remember every night that we spent together, Yeah, and I don't wanna make it right, the lies will never die, I live in a nightmare, And I can't even fake a smile, Your love got me in denial