Heart On My Shoulder, Pt. 1

Wanna tell her how she made me feel Cause anybody fucking with her I would wanna kill Not my shade but I could do it any fucking day Cause I know deep down if I had to do that I wouldn't play I know my bro's got my back im tryna pave a way Im tryna make it, cause money aint that a bitch to make I got haters on my side for being too real If you were in my shoes you finally know how i feel I cant explain all the feelings this girl made me feel Always gave me such a rush i don't what the deal Gotta sweet smile with a cute laugh, I jus wished you made it clear why we didn't last Paranoia kills my head while im up in bed Im overthinking, wondering if you ever cared Pour my heart out, made to a song If you ever thought I gave up then mad wrong Cause I defended your name when you was not there All the bad things were said and I just couldn't care But you cant change up my mind cause I know who she is Tryna have a good time, i find it hard to live But im just tryna live Im tryna make it for all the nights that my momma cried But im a soldier aint gonna rest till the day i die Momma said imma star so im gonna shine so bright I'm doing this for myself to complete my dream To prove everyone wrong that doubted everything They hating on a boy that just wanna live life like a king Iv heard it all, I really don't want your sympathy Mount of times I been homeless but I had a home Kicked it with my bros we were always on our own I'm always up late at night checking on my phone Waiting forra message, im waiting for you to call Its so weird from talking everyday to not a all I posted in my chair thinking what I did wrong