Collisions

Stuck up on this road and I'm lost This voice tellin' me I'm doing wrong Wanna help the world but it's gone This other side in me lit a spark Now I'm isolating myself once again Bad thoughts start to linger once again Can't tell who I am once again Is it me or the ghoul in me man Been through a lot and it took a toll Now I'm stuck up in my room all alone Feels like I'm always talking to myself I'm an outcast I can't be around Better days now I'm wishing for it man Nightmares I just wanna sleep man Feels like I'm insane once again Leave now go and save yourself man I'm at war with myself I don't know what to do Tell me how to make it through People around me abandoning too Guess I'm alone like a fool They never stay when they see the other side Yet they always say they ridin' Who can I trust who can I be around Feels like everyone's just dying I'm at war with myself I got two sides colliding On the inside, I'm just dying Back away from me you cannot get hurt man Why does this side have to hurt man I wish I could get out of this I wish I could rewind my life I wish I could separate myself I wish I didn't have two words colliding I'm lost on this journey I gotta find myself again All of these voices keep talking to me in my head I lost a lot I just hope it helps me in the end There's a couple people wishing for me to end up dead Destination unknown, two worlds colliding Someone save me from myself before I turn again Bad thoughts running through don't wanna do it again Just leave me alone I don't wanna hurt you again I'm at war with myself I don't know what to do Tell me how to make it through People around me abandoning too Guess I'm alone like a fool They never stay when they see the other side Yet they always say they ridin' Who can I trust who can I be around Feels like everyone's just dying I'm at war with myself I got two sides colliding On the inside I'm just dying Back away from me you cannot get hurt man Why does this side have to hurt man