The Absence

Never underestimate the absence you leave I know sometimes the tears make it impossible to speak To seek a slice of peace To seek a bit of relief But we know that together we can beat this disease So please Just listen really closely Listen to the words before they end up ghosting I want to tell you how the world would try roasting Everything you love and everything you put your hopes in But still, you must rise higher Never spend a second stuck in life's quagmire We must try our best to be strong and inspire With the weight of the world on your back You will fall down tired Down on your luck Situation's dire Bro I can't be fucked I feel like I'm on fire Drowning in my sorrow but this water is boiling Every hope I borrow bro the world ends up foiling Return to start Back to the beginning I feel like I'm slipping I can't see I'm spinning I would lose my heart if it meant winning If it stopped the pain I swear nothing would be the same Start to underestimate the absence I'd leave I hate it when the tears make it impossible to speak Is there any relief from all of this grief Why does it feel like my mind is diseased Why does it feel like I am deceased I swear every day I try and tame my beast At least hold it back It can't be released It can't scream and shout Never show his teeth Never to be freed I'd burn for my greed I have to keep on living I can never concede Defeat is too much when you're playing for life I'd burn for the deed I'd burn for the fight Six feet under this torrent of strife I swear this is not how I was sold life Wake up, go to work only a time is worth the price Not your soul, personality or your life How could this be right How could it be okay For me and you to fight When we're trying to make our way We're trying to make the world a better place for us to live A better place for us to be when we've been dealing with this shit Never underestimate the absence you leave I know sometimes the tears make it impossible to speak To seek a slice of peace To seek a bit of relief But we know that together we can beat this disease So please Just listen really closely Listen to the words before they end up ghosting I want to tell you how the world will try roasting Everything you love and everything you put your hopes in But still You must rise higher Never spend a second stuck in life's quagmire We must try our best to be strong and inspire With the weight of the world on your back You will fall down tired Down on your luck, situation's dire Bro, I can't be fucked I feel like I'm on fire Drowning in my sorrow, but this water is boiling Every hope I borrow, bro The world ends up foiling Return to start, back to the beginning I feel like I'm slipping, I can't see I'm spinning I would lose my heart, if it meant winning If it stopped the pain, I swear nothing would be the same