17-19 (Finale)

Everybody knows Emotions on your sleeve Struggle with honesty I wasn't trying to leave But everybody knows Erosion in my dreams Commotion when I leave That girl is just a feen! And I'm tryna go And she's tryna show Show me that she's better But I swore to myself Never, never again and I mean never I knew that I might miss her But I knew that feeling would leave, soon Thankfully I was right, I do not regret leaving you Thankfully I was right, I do not regret leaving you No one by my side, I'm doing things now that you can't do So much for being wrong For every feeling that I caused Alleging more mistakes than made Rewind, reflect, and pause What do I do to deserve all this? I have a clue but karma really serve like this? You make me wanna go back and start playing again (I don't wanna play again) Love is just a fraction Divided into actions Next thing you know You're taking it slow Cause the last one you had Couldn't love anymore She just took, took, took And took some more I Like the way that she looked So I let her explore Sometimes my actions were bat shit, I'm sorry But you told me you know what you signed up for So why the excuses, misuses, fallacious lines? I have no patience, just waiting for time to feel right But it'll never feel right It'll never feel right It'll never feel right It was my job To make you feel right But I ain't never had the likes And you had never played nice I didn't realize That's not a job I'm supposed to have! Those are for meds in fact, the four that you're taking You spend your time awake, rotting in bed You're telling me that I give you those feelings? I know why you could afford to think in black and white! It's cause I was paying for your Everything! Shit's embarrassing! F*ck a wedding ring! Time to become a man F*ck everything! (F*ck everything) I'm being so for real (I'm being so for real) She went in for the kill (She went in for the kill) I'm being so for real (Being so for real) Seventeen to nineteen