First Time Alive

Am I kind of wrong for this? Kind of out of hold, song in bliss First time alive, don't second guess it God decide to rebirth me with no questions I dated the devil, gotta pray to a reverend I had my own mentor, committing the worst sins I was stuck on shitty meds on top of all of it Volatile, confused, destructive, and dating a bitch I was doing a tab a week to make sense of all these Bits and pieces, that just be hurtin' deep and losing sleep And acting vicious, this is, a new era Where I don't really f*ck with bitches This is, my first time alive, again I'm not gonna miss it (Am I kind of wrong for this?) (First time alive, don't second guess it) (kind of out of hold, song in bliss) (God decided to rebirth me with no questions) (I'm sorry) Sorry if I disturbed your peace Apology is dissonant with album release Girl I hope you know That this album's for me We both have our own truths And that's fine with me! Feel like Shaun Livingston Always hitting the mid Gotta raise my standards before I let another in Thick thighs and thick legs All for the better to walk I'm not mad I too was playin More upset she got caught There I go (See the light) I finally see the light (It's been two whole years) Yeah I see the light (But the time is right) (I) There I go, (See the light) I finally see the light (It's been two whole years) (There I go, I finally see the light) Yeah I see the light (But the time is right) (It's my first time alive)