Merry Me

Dear God I've been on my P's and Q's Tiptoeing around when I pray to you I don't even know what I gotta do no more Do I gotta get on my knees in a church or in a masque Or a fucking synagogue Merry me to the sins of my father Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go She just don't don't want him to know She don't know Do she get off of her knees take control She wanna go, she wanna go She don't know how to let go Do I end up fighting for a reason Getting bodied right before I reach 'em I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom I've been lost for so long my god its home If I don't belong with you or with them then I'm alone But you will still be the first to cast a stone On me for wanting to be alone But that's what you made me Merry me to the sins of my father Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go She just don't don't want him to know She don't know Do she get off of her knees take control She wanna go, she wanna go She don't know how to let go Do I end up fighting for a reason Getting bodied right before I reach 'em I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom I needed my freedom like I needed you And I needed you just like I needed air to breathe And God for the past ten years I've been suffocating How much longer, oh man how much longer I don't know if I can keep on holding much longer I don't know if I can keep holding my breath much longer Merry me to the sins of my father Don't, she wanna get up and roll, go She just don't don't want him to know She don't know Do she get off of her knees take control She wanna go, she wanna go She don't know how to let go Do I end up fighting for a reason Getting bodied right before I reach 'em I'm getting colder every season snow falling on my lesions On my lesions, gotdamn I need my freedom Dear God I've been on my P's and Q's Tiptoeing around when I pray to you I don't even know what I gotta do no more Do I gotta get on my knees in a church or in a masque Or a fucking synagogue