Kickin Thoughts

I can't get it off my mind I got murder in my eyes Pouring codeine on ice This life I can't leave behind No matter how hard that I try Seem like I can't get it right In my head telling myself it's gonna all be alright I been praying every night with my head to the sky Hoping that them hittas don't come take my life God forbid them niggas catch me and shoot up the car Catch one in my head, be lucky if I end up dead Cause if they miss me I'm dropping bread on all their heads Put that steel in your mouth and fill it with lead Hoping aint no snakes shedding around me, I don't know what's going on with me Trying shake these demons up off of me Lord please save me Hope my guardian angels still watching and protecting me Love my grandma so much cause she the one that raised me Taking trips to the graveyard I swear I'd do anything to get my nigga back Hurt so bad sometimes, nah I can't accept that Going back and forth on the internet Nah I was never into that Yeah this shit so deep I can't sleep unless I got my gun next to me Paranoid watching over my shoulders everywhere that I go But na I ain't worried cause I'ma get off first before somebody try to take me Yeah this shit so deep I can't sleep unless I got my gun next to me Paranoid everywhere that I go Watching on my shoulder but na It aint no worrys I can't get it off my mind I got murder in my eyes Pouring codeine on ice this life I can't leave behind No matter how hard that I try Seem like I can't get it right In my head telling myself it's gonna all be alright