ex lover, a poem by lil traumatized

F*ck it, I did it I did my best, I gave you all I was You don't even show me all the love you have for me It's crazy, yeah it is You cheated on me And you ended up hating on me But who the f*ck are you? I don't recognize you Don't even remember what I wanted to be You showed me the opposite of you claimed to be You really loved me? Sorry if I don't believe you, but I was a fucking joke to you Now you miss me? F*ck you, don't wanna know nothing about you At least I made you cum a lot of times And you can NOT say that from other guys Post traumatic stress disorder Congrats, you made me a fucking disaster You're the meaning behind my face tat F*ck, I don't was supposed to say that That's too much for you, you don't deserve that You deserve to being hurted by the people you want Sorry if I hurt you, but you hurted me more All the things I did wasn't enough You broke every part of me And now I don't know what the f*ck I feel I fucking love you, yeah I'm crazy But this is the guy you was fucking with The guy that made you spend almost 2 years of your life The guy you called "the love of your life" I wish you the best, but I'm the best So you better look up Good luck.