numb

I feel numb Crushing up that shit through my fucking nose I can not feel my throat Bitch I don't know how the f*ck I can't end it up I'm just getting drunk All alone Like my soul is gone Like no one gives a f*ck I been smoking since I was a child There was no one by my side I just wanted to be high Tired of life and I can't hide it Give me the light Give me a way Give me a side Give me a fucking reason to live Well, through all this shit I'm just getting sick I been drinking till I fall asleep Then I drip More drugs? For the pain, yeah I feel numb I still numb I'll be numb till I'm gone bitch Two bad bitches in my bed waiting to f*ck Don't enjoy having sex no more I don't have a soul Bitch Stop texting me I won't f*ck you I won't suck you I won't put any finger on you Always been the fucked up boy never been a fuckboy Always been that stupid who girls think is a sexual toy Chowder wanna die Chowder wanna fight Chowder wanna get numb all the fucking night I feel numb I feel numb, dumb All this drugs got me numb bitch