By Myself

Do you really think that I'd be better by myself? These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war And I can't remember what all of it's for But do you really think? Do you really think? Remember back to when you were my friend We didn't think it would end We didn't have to pretend but now All we have are blank stares I'm losing you somehow Remember how we would go on our side quests Passing every test, emotions expressed It doesn't matter we're done anyhow But do you think that I'd be better by myself? These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war And I can't remember what all of it's for But do you really think? Do you really think? And do you really think we had no other choice? I've been trying to tell you how I feel, can't find my voice And all of the minutes filled with indifference Are what tore our hearts apart I could feel it from the start: this irrational love wasn't enough And when you said I was selfish, I really felt it 'Cause I couldn't give my all My demons inside have grown so tall And I've been trying to hide Lest I should fall into your open love with open arms With eyes shut, with no laws but love And you'd be the only one And I knew I 'd never feel the way that I do with anyone else but you And that's why you said to be by myself In sickness and health, poverty or wealth Just by myself. But do you think that I'd be better by myself? These scars on my arms keep telling me that I need help And when I needed forgiveness, you wanted a war And I can't remember what all of it's for But do you really think? Do you really think? And do you really think that I will never change? 'Cause I've been praying, yes, I've been praying