Pain

Yea check it I don't know what got into me The pain the stress I swear this shit is killing me The same ones that was out there fooling me See me at the top all of a sudden they choosing me But I never let a bitch get through to me And I could cut people off f*ck y'all do for me They think I'm good see me smiling throughout the years It's cause my heart cold and I can't shed no tears I'm popping bottles rolling backwards fighting all my fears And I can't even talk about my pain cause who gon' care And niggas doubted me from the start but I ain't stop Now they asking when that new shit gon' drop You play these streets it's hard to communicate Niggas earn a few bucks and then they separate The more you struggle the more people segregate Leave you in the back they treat you like you dead weight Damn tell me what got into me Can't even tell who's a friend or who's an enemy Can't believe I let people get the best of me Got a nigga fucked up shit upsetting me They took my kindness for granted they did it intentionally Throwing dirt why they always mention me But I realized niggas was preventing me I ain't peeping yet until I focused on a better me On the road we be speeding in these fast cars Switching gear the shit we wear thankful that we made it far Yeah I came from nothing and became a star So don't listen they can never tell you who you are All this pain in my chest I just gotta get right I can never get left A lot of people did me wrong And my struggle put me on Put my stories in these songs now I'm up next All this pain in my chest I just gotta get right I can never get left A lot of people did me wrong And my struggle put me on Put my stories in these songs now I'm up next Back then I was known as a fucking loser People always get their ways always wanna use ya No money no clothes feeling like a fucking screw up Baggy pants tight shirt laces looking all chewed up Tired of the hate these pussy niggas spreading rumors They too busy worrying about the next man maneuver I'm from a city where kids wanna be shooters But turn to cowards when they run into them prosecutors Gotta survive another day like there's nothing to it I can't wait to reach the top I'm tired of fucking losing I came from nothing but some of y'all won't get the picture It's summertime but niggas freezing up like it's winter We up to no good God probably out to get us Gotta watch my back you don't know who out to get ya Where I'm from a lot of niggas love to switch up Favoritism play a part you gon' see who really with ya All this pain in my chest I just gotta get right I can never get left A lot of people did me wrong And my struggle put me on Put my stories in these songs now I'm up next All this pain in my chest I just gotta get right I can never get left A lot of people did me wrong And my struggle put me on Put my stories in these songs now I'm up next I've seen niggas jack their dead mans for the fame Talking bout this for you lying on his name Shit sad cause they the ones who to blame Never put in work but worry about the Instafame Ain't loyalty or respect in a fucking gang MBK we a family nigga f*ck a gang When I was broke ain't nobody wanna hang Now they hit my line cause they see my pockets hang Shit is fucked up they not around when you call Funeral day they come around when you fall It be the fuckboys that never wanna see you ball Best believe they make sure you won't see it all I never thought I'd be doing this rap shit I was too busy in the trap tryna stack shit Kept still on my waist ready to clap shit On any nigga any soul that wanna have it The way I'm feeling you niggas can't imagine I swear money's my life it's my passion I just want it all I just wanna have shit Now tell me if I'm wrong if I'm acting so dramatic All this pain in my chest I just gotta get right I can never get left A lot of people did me wrong And my struggle put me on Put my stories in these songs now I'm up next