Mama I'm Not Okay

Shy and broken With no strings attached Sometimes too focused On things that feel right Questioned it all Whether I imagined all that I don't trust myself Maybe you could change that Mama I'm not ok I thought about ending things today I needed your help When you needed it yourself So I cannot blame Cause I wasn't there myself Mama I'm not ok Please understand My best guess Was to doubt and repress Not value yours But envy their wars Wanting to go home Lying in your own bed That's what it feels like to not be ok Mama I'm not ok I thought about ending things today I needed your help When you needed it yourself So I cannot blame Cause I wasn't there myself Mama I'm not ok Please understand Maybe, agreed hallucination is reality Mama I'm not ok I thought about ending things today I needed your help When you needed it yourself So I cannot blame Cause I wasn't there myself Mama I'm not ok Please understand