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Kept you safe Even though it cost my world Damn near cost my girl See she wasn't treating me right At the time I wanted out You took advantage of a broken house I ain't mad at that Didn't know chaos and drugs was your habitat Sanity you'd do anything to have it back Just wanted somebody who had your back And I had your back A Virgo with a pisces attached When polar opposites sadly attract Pain and heartache we'd sadly contract I was confused but that ass of yours would distract Take me out of focus yet keep me in tact You said she took me for granted though I was so loyal The fact you couldn't have me made your blood boil So every time I saw you I was so spoil You walk around in a thong heels and baby oil But not much got in the way The needle got you today Deep sleeps would wash you away As you wake my name you would say To myself I would always say Another photo shoot another day But there was something strange about that day I met a monster and she came to play Misery playing our favorite song Me and you dancing all night long The devil won't let us turn the lights on Can't see what felt right Should've felt wrong All these feelings that I felt for you Wasn't meant to be You had no love for me If your love for me Was anywhere near true You would've changed for me The way I changed for you Slow strokes watch me take control On top watch her ride it Trying to take my soul She knew what got to me So she played her role Hidden lies other guys she was on a roll And then you got locked up All the letters to my house that would pop up So I decided to pop up You were So high you couldn't stand up in lock up You said you'd get clean And we'd start a new That I wouldn't go through What I was going through That you'd provide the consistency I was overdue Kinda glad the drugs took over you Heard your dealer kidnapped you threw you in a van Funny you and Katie thought he was a family man I can't make you quit maybe your family can I reached out to them saying I'd do all I can Funny how they knew you probably lied To me about everything and probably cried I sympathized with the days you almost died Trying to overdose in your room and exit the ride Heard you happy now Racist prick by your side Good luck with the memories of us You like to fucking hide Your mother text me before she died Said you weren't worth losing a potential bride Misery playing our favorite song Me and you dancing all night long The devil won't let us turn the lights on Can't see what felt right Should've felt wrong All these feelings that I felt for you Wasn't meant to be You had no love for me If your love for me Was anywhere near true You would've changed for me The way I changed for you Remember when you asked me for a song Here's your fucking song I remember You can act like you don't But I remember You said I'd never come down From my tower for you I took it as an insult Fake tears that you would cry I didn't wanna come down I didn't wanna come down