Emotional Tragedy

What I look like going live When no one cares I'm alive The heartache I hold inside Is gonna eat me alive Y'all never help me out once Yet I protected your side And would have stupidly died Just to prove to you I ride Now I got issues with friends I don't want any again Ain't no need to pretend Don't ever call me again They say the losers won't win Yet and still I contend Confidence came to an end Rebirth it's time to begin See I paid my dues Would take abuse You don't know What I've been through The things they said The things they do I'm stronger now I'm breaking through The levels I will take this to Regret I let them tell me what I couldn't do Sorry little me for the hospital view I'll become my own hero barging through my obstacles This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me Round Of Applause Thee emotional tragedy I look in the mirror Hate everything that I see She said that I was too dark And yet she's darker than me Every gun put to my head By dudes who look just like me To this skin I won't pledge I've never felt loyalty Cruel with my crucifixion Preventing my perseverance Memories with Marcus I'd rather have his appearance He told me I was the best If not one of the few Not too many underground artist do what I do I give you my pain What's in my heart I take my rage then pen my art I quit before I hate that part But without a plan b I couldn't make my art But know there's more that I'm suppressing Words are weapons that fuel depression I'll fight forever I learned my lesson My albums next so they feel threatened This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me Round Of Applause Thee emotional tragedy Hip Hop sent me an eviction notice I'm underrated still unnoticed Three more projects then I'm finally done Only true fans know the story of how this all begun You don't know my previous name before I changed it I'm sure you don't know the raw talent that I came with You think I don't deserve a buck from this When everyone left me and I was stuck with this Motivated I notice hatred It normally shows up In social places Back to the wall Won't stay complacent Won't sell my soul for a playlist placement I'll stay unknown Leave me in that basement If I don't make it I just don't make it All bullshit I refuse to take it I am who I am I would never fake it This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me This is for the days they clapped for them But wouldn't clap for me Round Of Applause Thee emotional tragedy