Feelings (feat. Spac)

Somebody tell me what loyalty is I've been left for dead by many Now I'm a one man army who won't trust any Human being in existence Very few are exempted Say I'm overreacting I only spaz when I'm tempted Efforts unattempted how they left me Abandoned Look how my memories stress me And that bitch we call life Got the nerve to test me While others live blind Ignoring the misery that they see My worst enemies me I can't get out of my head Drowning in tears so deep I can't get out of my bed Sometimes I drop to my knees Heaven I know what I said Just give me time I'll make use of me before I'm dead I love my parents so much Sometimes it's hard to show it My wifey mom don't care for me Yeah I know it Bet if we get divorced She'd be the first to promote it I don't care you can quote it You can quote it My feelings run deep like a wide receiver I be a Firm believer In myself I'm a leader The traits that it takes Will either Make you or break u When they raise the stakes Your mistakes may be fatal From the cradle to the grave Been stuck in a daze We stay chasing the cheese Like some mice in a maze These days We need some knowledge Hardly anyones honest Feeling low My old school flow Bounces back like hydraulics So pay homage N pay attention To the message I'm venting I go above n beyond What anyone was expecting Shift perspectives And witness my resurrection The rebirth A new perception Of this gift And this curse That I've been left with Count your blessing Any day can be your last Living fast No more stressing bout the future Worrying bout my past Emotions flow deep Like the ocean Take them light Like Your floating In a world where everyones afraid to feel exposed and open