Invisible Lover (feat. Jadey Rage)

I hate the way i stare at you Now and then It's like i'm feeling anxious Cuz i know you can't Ever be beside me Cuz your eyes are Always glued to them I can't help myself It's bleeding through my veins Your voice is like a drug that keeps pulling me in No matter what i do I can't let it slip Thought i saw you in the rain But it was only in my head Something bout you never looking at me Got me waiting on you hand and feet I'll wait Wait for your love All the words i could say But your blind heart gets in the way I just wanna wipe your tears away But i can't seem to push my fear away You don't see me i wish you would Let me show you all the love he should Be more than friends i wish we could But I respect the grounds on which you stood That one night we hugged i held you tight Told you he better treat you right every weekend you two would always fight Your loyalty would never let you take a flight I sit pathetically waiting to love you right Waiting to love you right Is this what love is like Sidelined waiting to join the fight Me and my lonely nights Call me obsessed if need be I'll be here whenever you need be Holding on to those small moments sane Holding your umbrella walking in the rain Now i'm in the hospital watching you in pain I won't sleep until he's feeling the same I'll catch him as he's getting off the train I'll slit his throat the way you slit your veins No one deserves you and sadly that means even me Love distributes unevenly If i can't have you alone i'll be Because you're the closest to home i'll be It's been tough I wish you luck Hold your chin up For you i spill blood When i picked this pen up Only when you're here I feel strong enough to lift all of my sins up Thought i saw you in the rain But it was only in my head Something bout you never looking at me Got me waiting on you hand and feet I'll wait Wait for your love