One Man Army Speech

I'm waving the white flag This is the dream i should've never had This is the dream i would've never grabbed And it aches my heart is forever stabbed And i don't wanna crawl no more I don't wanna fall no more I don't wanna fight no more I've suffered like i've lived this life before Raw Nothing like these other artists Who never show you where their heart is But they hardcore Wanna dim my lights about it Decided to write about when tears hit the floor Been broken for a while now Just couldn't find the courage to bow down Still my mental health keeps my tied down But i'm enjoying the ride now One man army i've always been My sacrifices spill blood through my pen Traumatic past has too much sin Never trust a pastor with my truth within Only god know what it takes to win I'm raw dogging life until then Fighting for what's right until then Not giving my life to them When you can't get back the time you spend So to all the fans i've had And the ones i've lost I have no regrets Not even the price it cost Keep my voice alive Play my songs when your lost Hopefully i did'nt let y'all down If so i'll bear the cross