The Star I Am

Seems like for me The rain wouldn't stop I let you watch me Fight to the top I didn't succeed But I didn't stop Word and my balls Is all that I got Toast to the days I almost got shot Should've been gone But luckily not Told my depression Get ready to box Life is a bitch I'm living the plot I always write Don't come off the top Put some respect On each word I jot When I drop a project My stomachs in knots They only notice Who sits at the top While we with the passion Down bottom to rot You'll never know If you'll make it or not Just stick to your passion Solid as a rock Stick to your passion Solid as a rock I wear my stains They live by trends Yet can't sustain Pride in the fact That I didn't change While watching the flames From what remains Trust on my soul We ain't built the same Don't talk on my name If you ain't been through pain Go insane examining my brain Cult fan base protects me from my fame Put honor in my name Don't ask how I know All that I know When you won't go The places I go Toe to toe Blow for blow Even if I lose I won't go The answers no If I say so Stand up tall I won't lay low They did everything To stop my glow The finale is coming Just watch the show A mother fucking renegade No fear engaged Even though I've been betrayed So many ways All I know is get the gun or get the blade Just another product of what streets have made I don't wanna die and not defeat the rage All the tears I've cried will never meet the stage No matter how I try I'll never beat my age In my book there's not an easy page I don't come from the same pain you come from We just dance to the same beat of the same drum Don't say I'm not a star just because you ain't one When I celebrate my wins hell no you can't come They prayed they would get to see my downfall come Which lets me know they always knew I'd be the one I won't stop until the day my sunsets come By then I hope I have a little daughter or a son Run To wherever pain goes away If I'm not on the edge Than I'm two steps away So many nights I am too stressed to pray Exhausting my strength just to get through the day Making my way Feel so alone I set the fire you see on the throne I don't have a home The skies that I rome Keep me from falling So I stay unknown