These Gears Of War

Stand for a country that hates you And picks apart all the pain that it gave you It changed you it had to contain you Work 5 days a week is how it trained you Nobody wanna be here no more Shed tears no more We await for it to be over Unchained myself from my boulders I've grown older Along with younger me's cold shoulder Faced my demons Been choked my locus False prophets Kidnapping everyone's focus I've been hopeless I've never been desperate Unsacred marriages are what we're left with Mental health press kits Suicidal death wish Love thy neighbor Yet revenge is the best dish Depression gives the best kiss We've all been lied to They wanna control everything Out and inside you Lack of patience got you spazzing in the drive thru Workers looking at you like What the f*ck did i do But try to feed my family Selling fried food Now you wanna ruin my mood We take everything for granted And suffer while they laugh Because they planned it Show us this heaven we've never seen before These gears of war Rest in peace to everyone who died Not a third world country But the shots still fly And the moms still cry While the cops all lie The neighborhoods watch And trayvon still died I close my eyes Reload inside All the agony insanity Destroying my sky I know pain Seen too much death Good in this world Ain't too much left My honor like armor strapped to my chest Every year life renews my stress Helps not coming see it through One man army i push through All of the ledges they push me to I should have jumped like i knew they wanted me to Like they wanted me to I'm not special and i'll never be Constant battles against those better than me When we're a bunch of nobodies Who rarely get seen But the sacrifice is the same as the fame on screen As the fame on screen We're all pawns in a bigger game That will come full circle yet never change