Going Ghost

Still fillin' up this bag full of love I just don't got no more Used to bring my back tryna run my mama errands But now I tell her no But ain't nothin' personal I'm just in a different season Where I can't give no more I'm in a different bag Where I can't tell if my family real so I can't give em' hope You ever seen a dark angel Fly around with white wings Don't play around with a couple of fame Cuz I know some strangers that really know my name But why you thinkin' that I need em I don't know if they really feel my pain Gotta continue doin' what I'm doin Can't worry about them Gotta do it my way Free my heart, repair my heart Oh God, I thank God, need a surgeon And they only notice when somethins ' different Whenever I turn into a different person And I aint even know this game was so tight So I said, f*ck it, like it was a virgin And I heard them haters be steady watchin But I ain't got no time to be sittin' and lurkin And just believe me if I tell you that I love you I think it's runnin' out I don't want your love, I want respect But you better hurry, cuz time is runnin' out Yeah, yeah No, I ain't gon' say you owe me And I ain't gon' say that I'm always right I'm tryna correct myself, but I know y'all missed the old me And I know I went ghost while walkin' down this long, dark road And for me, it be gettin' lonely And I gon' complain bout the choice I made Cuz I'm better off bein' doley Remember I got in an argument with my sis Now she act like she don't know me I aint mean no harm I just want her to recognize her worth Cuz her baby daddy phoney me Even though we ain't talkin' in a minute I just really want her to know that she could always call me Cuz that's just me, that's the heart I got Even though we fall out, I'm tryna prevent us from fallin I got a new girl, she a rude girl What it do girl, yeah, I hope you saw me Yeah, I know they hate', when they see us together But for me, it feel like I'm ballin But don't move girl, you be a fool girl, just choose, girl And I hope you don't dog me And I hope you don't dog me