Memory

Blinded by affection That I will no longer feel Need time for retrospection Thought you were rather ideal Utilized me as if I was for free Hoped for a change but saw none coming Yeah I still couldn't just disagree Now I know I shoulda just hit the ground running Getting over could've been way easier than this But your choices made me stare right into the abyss And I'm telling you the abyss stared back for sure Depression kicked in, and took no detour Could you help me out? So I can live without? Some closure'd be nice you know Since I gotta live with all of this somehow Are you satisfied? About the way you replied? You gotta let me know why you went and then hurt me the way you did or else I can't be carefree