Haunting Me

I miss those hazel eyes, those hi's and those goodbye's Those lips, cute smile, those days she'd dial me up and I miss those nights That I'd feel the warmth of her breath on my neck as her legs would grip my sides My arms held tight and the stars felt like they were glistening just right But nowadays she's gone And I'm on to another song and I swear to God it's been so long But I can't stop hearing that beat in my head and I know what I said, so on But when I can't stop thinking about the sound of her voice, it's hard to keep moving on Now I don't really know what Imma do about this, cause I'm fiending for the feeling from when you and I kissed And the woman I'm with, she's a fool and I'm pissed that I ever led her on, why'd I do her like this? See her face full of joy when we cruise in my whip, I’m an undeserving boy, she's a do or die chick I would always aim to please when it came to this girl, but shit, what do I do when I miss? Damn, I never thought I'd ever think of you again, yet alone did I think I'd want to sleep with you again But the day I got that text reminiscing on the sex, I read it more than once and let it sink into my skin I tried to brush it off, I already got a woman that I love far above any other kind of woman This is lust, not love, but that lust is really pulling, when I make love to my girl, she's the only one I'm fooling So I told her that I'm sorry I can't do this anymore, she was slowly getting hurt by me and you were sending more Texts to my phone that said you want to meet alone and I wasn't sure if I was ready for what you were ready for A simple get together turned to kissing and grabbing, clothes ripping off, tripping, falling, and laughing Made it to the bed and I don't know what happened, next thing I know I was laying there having Why are you (why are you) (why are you), why are you (why are you) Haunting me (haunting me), why are you Haunting me like a thousand violins or the seven deadly sins, you are Haunting me like the phase I can’t break, you’re the risk I want to take, now I Now I lay here looking at the ceiling Thoughts in my head of the feelings that I dread and I need to find a place I want to be in But the shape of the body that I'm seeing And the way I had her shaking and screaming makes me wish that we were something I believed in (But I don’t) from the groping, scratching, and squeezing To the moaning and the heavy breathing, just the type of sex that I've been needing (Girl, I need it) and as she was grabbing her clothes and leaving I wake up in bed laying next to my girl and realize that I was just dreaming Why are you, why are you Haunting me, why are you haunting me Why are you (why are you) (why are you), why are you (why are you) Haunting me (haunting me), why are you Haunting me like a thousand violins or the seven deadly sins, you are Haunting me, why are you haunting me