Bewilderment

I've started taking Bewilderment Over trials I'll circumvent And I'm losing the ones I love Through distance, they grow distant, and then comes the dissonance I've started wrapping it all up But it ain't Christmas, it's a cup And I'm scared it'll overflow So I turned round to Hunter and said something I don't know Is the world as it seems, or is it just a dream Well, I hope that I'm dreaming, hope that I'm dreaming Cuz I Woke up hopeless Scared out of my whole mind Lost my love now No, I don't mind No no no I don't mind You can leave me behind I've stopped writing my poetry The only one who cares is me And I'm ripping the pages out The fire in the furnace can find out who I am I'm thinking too much again, found my way to a pen Calligraphy tears illustrate my fears Cuz I Woke up hopeless Scared out of my whole mind Lost my love now No, I don't mind No no no I don't mind You can leave me behind Must've held my breath for too long as a kid Going under the tunnel, close your lungs, make a wish Wishes don't work now I wished them away And I'm happier now than I've ever been It's just Life is one big whirlwind A rose is a rose I'm just bewildered today I Woke up hopeless Scared out of my whole mind Lost my love now No, I don't mind No no no I don't mind I Woke up hopeless Scared out of my whole mind Lost my love now No, I don't mind No no no I don't mind You can leave me behind You can leave me behind You can leave me behind You're not the first of your kind