Hate Myself

Cigarette smoke In my lungs hear me choke Pitch black room Catch me hanging on a rope They start to assume Whenever they hearing me joke They don't got the knowledge That the dark is how I cope Slit open wrists Other rappers getting broke Blade up on my hip If I'm ever going broke Keep one for my exes And my opposition both They could never hate me 'Cuz I hate myself the most Studio is scary Cuz I'm rapping with a ghost Knew that he was real That time that he left on the stove Schizophrenic voices I'm my head that do the most That's why I'm possessive 'Cuz I know he need a host Screens sending shit To my head, it's insane Finna take a bullet Just to cut into my brain Try to figure out Another way I could explain Six six sixes everywhere My sight is so deranged Cigarette smoke In my lungs hear me choke Pitch black room Catch me hanging on a rope They start to assume Whenever they hearing me joke They don't got the knowledge That the dark is how I cope Slit open wrists Other rappers getting broke Blade up on my hip If I'm ever going broke Keep one for my exes And my opposition both They could never hate me 'Cuz I hate myself the most Not looking for deities To show me what they freedom means Born inside a pentagram I cannot even see to breathe Bitches on my Instagram Is killing all my decency Told my girl I let 'em go But I do not agree with me Puffing on some greenery The high is never leaving me I hope that I make it Cuz my family don't believe in me Wonder what I'm seeing Knowing hell is all my scenery Baphomet is in the corner My demons is leading me Cigarette smoke In my lungs hear me choke Pitch black room Catch me hanging on a rope They start to assume Whenever they hearing me joke They don't got the knowledge That the dark is how I cope Slit open wrists Other rappers getting broke Blade up on my hip If I'm ever going broke Keep one for my exes And my opposition both They could never hate me 'Cuz I hate myself the most