atychiphobia

Thoughts inside of my head They drag me down, so I dread All the thoughts inside of my head I know that I am messed up Putting myself down, I try to be strong Thinkin' bout giving up Am in the wrong? Waiting for me to drown Can't hold on for long Trying to swim up, but I'm too far gone Push forward, but my thoughts stay I cant go another day, oh More and more I fade away Not myself, but still say I'm okay Oh, oh I thought that it would be okay Trying to run away from it Struggling with all the pain I endure I can not take any more My mind has gone mad, can you understand that? I need some reassurance To get away from my demons Keep putting it off and off Won't admit somethings wrong Been feelin too sad, I wanna go back Trying to get rid of feelings I never wanted to feel this Push forward, but my thoughts stay I cant go another day, oh More and more I fade away Not myself, but still say I'm okay Push forward, but my thoughts stay I cant go another day, oh More and more I fade away Not myself, but still say I'm okay