find myself

Yeah, yeah One night I was looking for peace, but I found something else Something else to complete helping finding myself Yeah, with or without ya' Taking care of my health My health, oh I wear my heart like it is sewn on my sleeve I know That finding love is not gonna help me breathe But, oh I'm missing the one thing that got me out my sheets Lift me up then bring me down, I repeat defeat I know Face up to the sky, feels unreal Wake up in the night, it's ideal Finally feeling right, is this really real? I don't know if I believe it It's all surreal It's all surreal I can't calm down So I'm taking a pill Ease my mind Get it off of the thrill Of wasting my time Climbing over this hill So I can shine again It feels wrong when I walk inside of your house I ain't a guest no more, you went and kicked me out Mind in shambles, head inside of the clouds Can't think straight, think I should get out of my doubt You say that you love me, but I'm calling your bluff You're too easy to read, yeah it isn't that tough Moving out the city, cause you couldn't handle the rush Left on the street, oh you don't know where to run I thought I thought it would be okay But I guess I was wrong I was wrong I just don't wan' see the day when you are gone u are gone Every night be feelin like it getting long, getting long Hope we get along again One night, I was talkin with the bros One night, I was being dumb, trippin' over hoes One night, wasn't feeling the best, I suppose One night, I was writing a story about how it goes Sedate, sedate, yeah I been taking too many sedatives, I sedate To put me in a better state, a better state of mind Keep me cool so I have a better time, better time But I hate when I have to wait Isn't there a better way? To keep me over the empty line Help me feel a little more full this time You put me over the edge And I cant get away from the fate that I will decline Yeah, yeah One night I was looking for peace, but I found something else Something else to complete helping finding myself Yeah, with or without ya' Taking care of my health My health, oh Yeah, yeah One night I was looking for peace, but I found something else Something else to complete helping finding myself Yeah, with or without ya' Taking care of my health My health, oh