one step forward, two steps back

Try to pick myself up Before I fall deeper Try to lift myself up Before I fall deeper I'm done pushing it off I'm done giving a f*ck Can't get rid of the thoughts Why'd i even give a f*ck? Step back I just cant do what I used to do Stuck alone in my room Step back Hard to anything with no motivation I just need medication To help me Hold me close Touch my soul Please don't go Losing hope Step back I just cant do what I used to do Stuck alone in my room Step back Hard to anything with no motivation I just need medication To help me Me To help me Me Everything I do is a drag Body sluggish, I'm afraid I'm not doing okay Everything I love, I throw it away Oh, I try Try to move forward but I take another Step back Hard to anything with no motivation I just need medication