patience

I spend my whole damn life on the internet I wanna lay my head down on your chest 'Cause Im sad 'Cause Im sa-a-ad Oh I'm sad Don't know where I'm going and it's that It's that that scares me I can't look back It's the future that scares me I might just crack I might go off of the rails, oh I might lose track I'm losing sleep I'm an insomniac Oh, oh, oh, oh I don't really know, oh I'm nearing my end And I don't know where to go, go Oh, oh, oh I continue to grow though And if I don't manage I'll be six feet below, oh I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah) I'm just trying to find some patience, I am But it's hard But it's hard 'Cause I can't seem to find a way out Of what I've been in I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah) I'm just trying to find some patience, I am But it's hard But it's hard 'Cause I can't seem to find a way out Of what I've been in I don't wanna waste your time You say that I never try But I'm just scared to get attached 'Cause I don't wan' get left behind I wanna know if you're alone Is it okay to come through? I'm on my own, you're on your phone I don't know what we should do Our love unraveling yeah I know that we've been and been through But we both act like Neither of us got a damn clue And you say that, that I look dead But imma take that as a compliment When I look at myself I feel discontent 'Cause I'm falling deeper down in a descent Oh I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah) I'm just trying to find some patience, I am But it's hard But it's hard 'Cause I can't seem to find a way out Of what I've been in I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah) I'm just trying to find some patience, I am But it's hard But it's hard 'Cause I can't seem to find a way out Of what I've been in I'm just trying to find some patience, I am (Yeah) I'm just trying to find some patience, I am But it's hard But it's hard 'Cause I can't seem to find a way out Of what I've been in