What I Asked For

I try not to get my hopes up anymore Cause I know that it's not real Yeah I know that it's not real I try just to keep my head down in my life Cause it's the path that I'm taking And I know that it's not ending Memories are haunting me Drown my mind as I try to sleep This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for Memories are killing me Thinking of what we cannot be This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for I try to keep interactions simple Cause anything more Is too risky that's for sure I try not to think too much about the past And what could've been What should've been What could I've done to make it last Memories are haunting me Drown my mind as I try to sleep This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for Memories are killing me Thinking of what we cannot be This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for Maybe it all works out Like it's supposed to Maybe it all works out This isn't how I thought it'd work out I try not to get my hopes up anymore Cause I know that it's not real Yeah I know that it's not real Memories are haunting me Drown my mind as I try to sleep This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for Memories are killing me Thinking of what we cannot be This isn't what I asked for This isn't what I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for What I asked for