Missing

Pretending like you love me Till the day I fall off Mutual agreements had to take a lose Deep depression Overthinking Old decisions Asking god for the answers Cause I started losing patients I made decision That I'll always regret I praise to allah Before I go to bed You stabbed me in my heart I'm still leaking It's the process of life My soul is healing I love you to death But from distance The energy shifted Now I'm on defense I feel so alone So What is missing I feel so alone So What is missing I feel So alone So What is missing I feel So alone So What is missing Money always their But the pockets Always changeeeeee Nah nah nah First you have to struggle Then the next thing is the painnnnn Hummmmmmhm I'm starting to get older Priorities had to changeeee The moment I forgot my lord That's when I Lose My Ways