She Hates Me

I know she hates me, I wonder why And we were close, I miss what we had But the truth tends to come with time Tore this soul, I'll die inside And I was sober but I stay inside She becomes my home for the night There's some things we never speak out loud That form of deep pain is never talked about Like usual, she's so cyclical I'm burning up and she pours the fuel Petrified, I sit and hide With iron rule, she's on me tonight Make my chest collapse to break even She's tryna lay my grave but I'm breathing I guess I have shit luck and I mean it You couldn't give a f*ck while I'm bleeding It's not fun and games when you're crying I guess I'll never say what I'm feeling I see the plaster peel from the ceiling Still, I won't hurt you too to break even It's not a war, why try and make it? I would've talked if I knew you were okay Even today when sober, I say You were the one for me that's gotten away I'm fine, I'll get by She's glass, I'm teflon Don't die for pride's sake 'Cause you were made for great things Like usual, she's so cyclical I'm burning up and she pours the fuel Petrified, I sit and hide With iron rule, she's on me tonight Make my chest collapse to break even She's tryna lay my grave but I'm breathing I guess I have shit luck and I mean it You couldn't give a f*ck while I'm bleeding Like usual, she's so cyclical I'm burning up and she pours the fuel Petrified, I sit and hide With iron rule, she's on me tonight