Handle It

I've been through shit, I'm a sad bitch But I always bounce back quick, I'm getting used to it I would always say, "Who cares if it's a no or not?" But when they did, it was me, the one who I fought So stupid and reckless, just all around messy I guess they were right, a hopeless romantic I'm still willing to try, to fight for what I deserve Just wanna be someone's world I wish I could say that I put me first But when you hurt so long self healing is worse I wished, manifested and prayed For that one day when I won't be afraid I've rehearsed my lines and all so I won't mess up when it's my call (I like you too but, before this goes any further I gotta let you know...) I've got issues and problems You might have to help Self conscious about all my actions Anxiety's rising Please give me a disclaimer 'cause I ain't tryna f*ck around with a playa I'm looking for a soulmate Not someone who's gonna kiss and tell Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle me? Or am I too complicated? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle my arrangements? Can you be someone that lasts? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? I'm good now, just wanna lie down Head's hurts and getting dizzy from the company 'round me I notice, you notice me We sit next to each other in every class but 3 Addicted, but it's worthless Painful and I'm hurtin' So stupid and reckless, just all around messy Why would I think that they want me too? Prolly do lowkey, but got an image to keep It's hard out here to achieve your dreams Dream small 'cause you gotta have room for reality And keep close people around too talk too Man, I wish I did Then there would be less to manage So invested in my lesson It's a blessing to be here But I wish that you were near Got me talking to the air First class, you're there No time spare Gotta hurry and run to see your face and dream on So invested in my lesson It's a blessing to be here But I wish that you were near Got me talking to the air First class, you're there No time spare And for anyone listening My baggage is crippling Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle me? Or am I too complicated? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle my arrangements? Can you be someone that lasts? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Can you handle my arrangements? Will we last a lifetime or a 4-minute song?