Insane

Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me I had a dream that I'd die fulfilled Just woke up next to some girl I barely know and She gon' need the morning after pill Permanent regret in exchange for a temporary thrill I just blew a check, I could've spent on every bill As I juggle a couple of problems at once I snub all those troubles for models and blunts Wasting corn liquor My soulmate's got a fascination with corny niggas My soul waits in a compassionate state while I mourn I'm bitter Shit, I don't got trust issues These motherfuckers got lying issues Hence buy a pistol, protecting from what you trust The same exact people that's dining with you I just wanna watch the games with my nigga Ronnie Man that house be wired, we yell at the TV Wishing our nigga Keith could've made it to witnessing Janikowski retire, we reach you frequent And every time a Raiders quarterback makes a deep completion I think of you, then my spirit yearns And goes into battle to defeat depletion Failed attempts to drown sorrow, that explains this empty crown bottle Being tossed around, everything going terribly south Lost and found, lost my mind, found myself on the therapy couch Often now, cross the line between faith and apparently doubt but Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me I had a nightmare, I lived in sin Just woke up next to the girl I loved Then suddenly I woke up again Laying next to the remote and a cup of gin An aura of paranoia exists Before I piss, the shower curtain slides forward Just making sure it don't consist of paranormal chicks from those horror flicks At my best, I'm a mere breath, I don't fear death I fear death as an average nigga with a damaged liver For my image to be shoved on one of those t-shirts that reads In loving memory of my nigga who could've established bigger My bad habits trigger heart failure Consequently, I am not enticed by a white lie that wants love As I'm standing in the ashes of the nice guy that I once was To inhale the futures on my next agenda A palm reader took cash from my palm to tell me I'm a reckless spender And she was right, cause I just remembered At the strip club, I didn't thrown so many dollars I know princess and gingers as Vanessa, Brenda Getting through my battles, decisive, unrighteous, heart decisions All while trying to prove to my shadow My life ain't just as dark as it is And prove to myself, I'm worth it I beat myself up for being imperfect, but Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me Are you insane like me Been in pain like me Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me