Let You Go (feat. Nate)

And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't If I could go back to the very beginning, knowin exactly how everything ended In fact I would actually get stuck in a daze on occasions for areas extended Recalling back then in between classes within my routine Hittin the vendin machine to get you Twizzlers And a pack of M&M's, your friends like look girl he's back its him again Then after school I'd watch you practice in the gym You'd talk to guys, I'd hope you'd not consider them Obviously I'd fell for you with hopes one day you'd meet me there You fall asleep on the phone at night I held it to hear you breathin air Findin out you would braid my shit was my reason for even keepin hair A friendship was what you wanted, you didn't wanna plan romance and force that That was better than nothin but i couldn't stand, no man at your doorstep So should I rejoice cause you want me here, and as your friend you treasure me? Or die inside, knowin that's the only thing we'll ever be I'll let you go And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't Easily the hardest thing I've ever had to feel and endure I could never fill the void of your real support I still avoid that Daniel Caesar song, that shit come on and i hear your voice I suck as a friend, I build and destroy Focus on what I don't have and ignore the thrill that we'll enjoy How dare I walk out on that bond I built with that baby girl you birthed She engraved her gorgeous face in my core So lately I'm in a world of hurt With Gerald Levert playin on Apple Music Wish we could make it work, there ain't nothin worst than when my backs to you Ms My apology for the pain I caused all the times within our lives i went missin The vacant spot, not being there to protect you and J And celebrate with the family takin shots Can't watch you with someone else At this point I'm completely in despair or By waiting for you to choose me I'm expecting a ship to come to this airport I'll let you go And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't I hold on to the memories of sittin with J on kids Youtube The first time we went out as 3, in the picture booth with you 2 Your kickball games, couldn't wait for those You knew I'd be there for true support Your team sucked but we didn't care We were just hype whenever you'd score We text all day and night just of the essence cause times precious Unless its one of those days when we played checkers through imessage You didn't have to say a word then and woo, I still felt your presence I failed to get first place in your eyes, but every second was all a blessing All I wanted from you was to be your choice and of course to cherished But its torture in this friendship I feel as important as the horse to your carriage Who'll soon end up resortin to prayin for divorce from your marriage Tell whoever he is he took my seat But J will always look like me I'll let you go And when I close my eyes, I see your face all night No matter what I try, its all these feelings I can't fight I'm gonna let you go, so you can move on I'm gonna let you go, even if I don't