Sad Lyfe (feat. avah)

Ten minutes I've grown colder Felt a pain on my shoulder Luckily I'm not sober If it wasn't for you it's over I see a lot of people fucking talking about me Never noticed how I feel Never addressing it lowkey Always had that fear that they'd call me a loner Fun to decipher that I barely know her And suddenly I can't breath I'm hurting on the inside They don't know what I'm talking about When I tell them that I really really (Hate hate hate hate) Sad life, bad vibes I just realized what I see with my eyes it isn't right Cold heart, brave soul, truth serum Ripped apart, blacked out I couldn't feel it I don't know if what I feel is right And you can plan whatever we do next time (Listen close) Don't feel like myself, my life is like a living hell And I don't know what I want in this world, so hear me out Fucked up, bitch I'm geeked off the psyches It's been a billion fucking years since I enjoyed being alive But I am barely passing by, it's getting sadder and sadder Halo round your head you're shining brighter than Saturn Ten minutes I've grown colder Felt a pain on my shoulder Luckily I'm not sober If it wasn't for you it's over I see a lot of people fucking talking about me Never noticed how I feel Never addressing it lowkey Always had that fear that they'd call me a loner Fun to decipher that I barely know her And suddenly I can't breath I'm hurting on the inside They don't know what I'm talking about When I tell them that I really really Hate myself