The Monster I Made

Where'd you go, are you not behind me I thought we agreed, stop the lying I don't know why I even tried again And again, and again Can't let go still trying to fix her She still loves me and that's why it hurts When I'm back around in her mind again But this time I'm not gunna win Where'd you go, are you not behind me I thought we agreed, stop the lying I don't know why I even tried again And again, and again Can't let go still trying to fix her She still loves me and that's why it hurts When I'm back around in her mind again But this time I'm not gunna win Where'd you go, are you not behind me I thought we agreed, stop the lying I don't know why I even tried again And again, and again Can't let go still trying to fix her She still loves me and that's why it hurts When I'm back around in her mind again But this time I'm not gunna win Where'd you go, are you not behind me I thought we agreed, stop the lying I don't know why I even tried again And again, and again Can't let go still trying to fix her She still loves me and that's why it hurts When I'm back around in her mind again But this time I'm not gunna win Where'd you go, are you not behind me I thought we agreed, stop the lying I don't know why I even tried again And again, and again Can't let go still trying to fix her She still loves me and that's why it hurts When I'm back around in her mind again But this time I'm not gunna win Yea, you left, you don't stand beside me You broke all the rules with your lying I don't why I ever let you in But not again Maybe I let go I'll forget her But I still feel her And she still hurts Get these manic thoughts out from in my head It's too late, I lost again