whiskey & tattoos

Will tattoos solve my problems? Probably not But I still think they look really nice and Make me feel like 15% more hot I don't wanna overthink I just wanna write a song And leave it as it is even if I think the words are all wrong And will a shot of whiskey solve my problems? Probably not either I didn't think I was an addict 'til I Thought I wanted to die And I thought I was both Sid and Nancy and I thought I wanted to run away and start all over and Stop starting all my goddamn sentences with "I" I just wanna feel important Someone worth somebody's time I want attention and someone to tell me I'm gonna be just fine Then the thought of no one caring if I died creeped up my spine and God was I f dumb to Google "best ways to die" I'm just spilling out these words Tryna make sense of if all And I'm recording it on my phone Because maybe it'll make me feel a Little less alone when I play it back on my computer and add a Beat and some lo-fi chords I thought I was more metal I thought I was hardcore But I've been stripped apart by all the Records I used to listen to when I was alone And now I'm left with nothing but thoughts Filler thoughts, yup Exactly like filler episodes in anime or NCIS Either way the concept of useless episodes to Fill out the plot is the same and so I ask myself Will a shot of whiskey solve anything at all? Probably not But I still think a shot of victory celebrating Me against time will probably be alright And will tattoos solve anything at all? Probably not either But I still think they're really neat and Even though sometimes they really hurt It doesn't hurt to try