Sufferin'

I walk into this space and I feel like Y'all be lookin' at me now, do I look right? Today, I question myself, things don't seem right Yeah, shawty, I must admit My mind's not cool tonight Will I impress, can I express But then my brain is a terrible mess I look around and I stare "Yo, hey she fine, she looks like she can take what's mine!" My baby, my boo, I feel insecure Even in this aspect of you Don't get me wrong, yeah, I'm confident for sure But there's days like these that I feel so insecure Where's the cure? Coz I want it I hunt it, I dig into the depths of my mind just to find it And even then as I write these words I I I I I'm at a loss for words What can be done? Is it really like this? My mind's racin', I be hastin' Release my volatile soul in the abyss The deepest darkest hole between my suffering and bliss, yo Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin' Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin' How to end this verse I'm not really sure Where's the end, the resolution still obscure Playin' games in my head all day, all night Even when I lay alone in bed at night The problem is in me, and at times I hate myself On the daily, my mind just plays me No resolve, no definition, it feels like I'm diggin' my own grave Ain't no solution So all of you staring at me tonight As I bust out these rhymes and expose my heart on the mic Do this for me, grab a beer and take my hand Look me in the eye and say "Life is grand!" Give me some help tonight Share a hug tonight Calm me down tonight Don't let me down tonight Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin' Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin' Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin' Ease my sufferin' I'm sufferin' I'm sufferin'