Barricade

For one split second before I wake As I open my eyes There's a sweet soft silence I dare not break For fear of what lies behind I'm in denial but I know damn well That I'm not over you And when it all comes flooding back to me There's nothing that I can do So I put up a barricade High enough to keep me safe from harm So I could still be someone I put up a barricade Till every little trace of you is gone Will I ever move on? One split second is all it takes To shatter a heart And serve a lifetime forever in defence Where the battle is hard You know I tried to fight fire with fire But this pain is much too real So when it all comes flooding back to me And there's nothing else I can feel I put up a barricade High enough to keep me safe from harm So I could still be someone I put up a barricade Till every little trace of you is gone Will I ever move on? Maybe they're right that times a healer Maybe there might be a better way But while I wait I'll put up a barricade High enough to keep me safe from harm I put up a barricade Till every little trace of you is gone Ohhh I put up a barricade High enough to keep me safe from harm So I could still be someone I put up a barricade Till every little trace of you is gone Will I ever move on? Move on