My Friends Hate Me

Walking the hallways Peering through windows, trying to find someone safe A familiar face Too many people Safety in numbers, but only when you're top three And that's not me Look in the mirror, stare at my face Rehearse the lines that I'm going to say Maybe I'll be coherent today But every time the reaction's the same Can't help feeling Like my friends hate me Like I'm wasting all their time I'm not perfect but god I try Anxiety's fucking with my head Can't drown it out Can't help feeling Like my friends hate me Like I'm wasting all their time I'm not perfect but god I try Wish I could read their minds and somehow change myself Or would they hate me anyhow Alone on my lunch break Miss Independent, better off on her own Can't let my feelings show Ditched on the weekend Cause you're making plans in the group chat I'm not in So much for a friend Look in the mirror, stare at my face Rehearse the lies that I'm going to say Maybe they'll care I exist today But every time the reaction's the same Can't help feeling Like my friends hate me Like I'm wasting all their time I'm not perfect but god I try Anxiety's fucking with my head Can't drown it out Can't help feeling Like my friends hate me Like I'm wasting all their time I'm not perfect but god I try Wish I could read their minds and somehow change myself Or would they hate me anyhow Can't help feeling Like my friends hate me Like I'm wasting all their time I'm not perfect but god I try Wish I could read their minds and somehow change myself Or would they hate me anyhow