Role Models

I wake up every morning to a handful of pills Try to drown out the noise with phone screens and cheap thrills Everyone else seems to be okay While I'll barely make it out of bed today I'm so good at fakin' Cause no one knows that I'm breakin' Starved for connection and craving affection I look up to people that don't look like me Where is the line between fake and highlights I know what I see isn't reality All my role models are sick in the head But talkin' bout your demons doesn't get you ahead Throwin' back bottles just to drown out the pain God forbid somebody thinks you're insane Keep it picture perfect you're so golden on the surface All my role models are sick in the head But we're not gonna talk about it (I think we should talk about it) If someone had let me inside of their mind I might've felt less alone inside mine Spent so many years just holding the pain Looking for someone to give it a name We're all good at fakin' No one shows that they're breakin' All my role models are sick in the head But talkin' bout your demons doesn't get you ahead Throwin' back bottles just to drown out the pain God forbid somebody thinks you're insane Keep it picture perfect you're so golden on the surface All my role models are sick in the head But we're not gonna talk about it (I think we should talk about it) (I think we should talk about it) I'm sick of surface level words (I think we should talk about it) Too proud to admit that it hurts (I think we should talk about it) The more I pretend it gets worse (I think we should talk about it) All my role models are sick in the head But talkin' bout your demons doesn't get you ahead Throwin' back bottles just to drown out the pain God forbid somebody thinks you're insane Keep it picture perfect you're so golden on the surface All my role models are sick in the head But we're not gonna talk about it Picture perfect you're so golden on the surface All my role models are sick in the head But we're not gonna talk about it I think we should talk I think we should talk I think we should talk about it