Back to the Light

Some days crash down on me with intent to hurt In my feelings, I try to show up for myself I remember the bad things I remember the pain Need to replay the memories that made me feel some type of way There's always light Even if it's turned off For the time being Healing gotta find the switch In the cluster of chords It comes back up You used to love me Until you just used me Marks on my body left by you I guess I missed them when I made more Asking why are these the thoughts I consume Don't you dare tell me what I should do Judgement made by people who never knew you What we were Oh I miss you What we shared Take me high Take me back to the light I hold on to I'll be waiting to Remember the real you Expectations of who I thought I knew will haunt me But lessons were learned And even though I miss you I miss me way more So I'll find the chord The one without you wrapped around me And Ill turn on the light switch Since it's always been here Always been here Oh I miss me way more than I ever could miss your chords Oh Yeah Mhhm Some days crash on me without intent to hurt In my feelings I try to show up for myself The light switch is on Feel some type of way