who am i then

Would the childhood me be proud I question am I real or an illusion of myself Someone I wish I held I need someone to need me Oh If the voice in my head is not who I am Oh who am I then Oh who am I then If the voice in my head is not who I am Oh who am I then Oh who am I then The world spins and drowns me out I break my own heart every time the same love I give Isn't given to me Oh attached to me If the voice in my head is not who I am Oh who am I then Oh who am I then If the voice in my head is not who I am Oh who am I then Oh who am I then Oh who am I then Oh who am I then Oh who am I then The world spins and tries to drown me out I break my own heart every time the same love I give Isn't given to me Oh attached to me If the voice is not who I am Oh who am I then Oh please tell me who am I then Oh Oh would the childhood be proud Oh am I real or am I an illusion of myself Someone I wish Oh I should've held I need someone to need me Oh I need me to need me If the voice in my head Oh it's not who I am Oh who am I then Oh who am I then Who am I then It's not who I am Who am I then