Crucible

You and I, we met in August I wanted one like you for years I could've said something's upon us But I can't read you when you're clear as mud We both resent our fathers The host of all our doubts I don't want to be a bother But I've taken shelter in your burning house I'll follow your posse even if they kill me If I look inside you now, what am I gonna see? I'm afraid I lost the key To the handcuffs in my head that keep you stuck to me An omen's script in blood If I beg for closure, I'm just begging for love Where's your faith? Where is your candor? So close and yet so far Oh, why can't broken bodies fall in love before they fall apart? No, no If you ever need me, you know where to find me Wonder where you are, but I know where you're gonna be I'm afraid I lost the key To the handcuffs in my head that drag you down with me An omen's script in blood If I beg for closure, I'm just begging for love Your friends will call me crazy, so listen to your crew But when you're sitting in my car, did you question if it's true? Go out and smoke a cigarette, tell me how it tastes Since you need it more than me and all the time that I had made Go out and throw your parties, and rub it in my face Protect your reputation and put me in my place Did it ever even matter? Can you try to let me know? But you've gone and found another, so it's clear you've let me go Maybe when we close our crucibles I'll pray we try again In the end, I know it's beautiful Looking back I'll wish I kissed you then