bear trap

I'll bite the concrete You put your foot on the back of my head I know I deserve it I don't know what I did yet You like me a little but it's a lot more than I like myself You call me a car, and I tell you I don't really like being held Anyway And I'm mean But never when it counts I'll run right into a bear trap Snap at anyone who tries to help me out My heart's running like a rabbit With a fox chasing it down I'll give it to you if you'd have it But I know you'd be content to watch me drown To watch me drown There's a weight Been in my lungs my whole life Leaning on my stomach Pulling down my spine It's shame I'm always begging for forgiveness My knees are weak from seeking penance I don't even remember why I'm to blame Oh why I'm to blame And I'm mean But never when it counts I'll run right into a bear trap Snap at anyone who tries to help me out My heart's running like a rabbit With a fox chasing it down I'd give it to you if you'd have it But I know you'd be content to watch me drown Ohh Woah Woah To watch me drown I know you smell it on me Like a lion smells a deer All the years of rejection That finally led me here You know the smallest kindness Pierces through me like a spear I know you smell it on me And I know It smells like fear And I'm mean But never when it counts I'll run right into a bear trap Snap at anyone who tries to help me out My heart's running like a rabbit With a fox chasing it down I'd give it to you if you'd have it But I know you'd be content to watch me drown