Just My Luck (Galapagos Voice Memo)

I read your note The one you never sent The one you didn't mean for me to read It wasn't to me I wanted an apology You said it was just a cathartic release But when I'm lonely, I'll talk to anybody And that's how the conspiracy theorists almost got me What if it was never about, never about my body? Now I call just to say "thanks for picking up" and you say "it's just my luck" But it's just my luck You watched me chew On a cinnamon stick You said "I can't take you much further than this" I feel lived in I feel uneven You said "maybe you should go back to school and start an MLM or a coven. That or you could burn all the rules and do everything you ever wanted." But when I'm far away, I'll do anything to feel safe