Neighborhood

The greatest act of self-advocacy Was when I learned to pull the bus cord when I was 13 The sign lit up when I wanted it to stop I'd get out and walk around until the next one picked me up I've been all over But all I really want Is to be back inside the Walgreens in my Packers sweatshirt My brother drove me down there To walk around the aisles To buy stocking stuffers, things we don't need, but won't admit it now I know I knew it then That it would always end That Jack and Ben would move out Jack went rogue and Ben went south No more fires in the willow tree No almost arson felony No more joyriding in Kim's car No more sneaking into Harper I'd do it all again But it would have to be different The first time I heard "Fall in Line" Was the first time a song made me feel like I had pollen in my eyes I know I'm not supposed to say that anymore I just hope that you and your wife have the love you both deserve And you feel safe Because my car's parked in your state But I've learned to recognize the feeling of giving myself away So I can stop it before it's too late Alex swam across the lake with Juno on his head That moment it was perfect but not quite right with me inside it Annie, Emmy they are thriving Stayed close to home and stayed exciting There's no one in the kitchen Just my mom and she is watching CNN My dad should be home soon, been on the mountain all afternoon Cubby's life almost was different cause he thought he got someone pregnant I know I knew it then, that it would always end